La Frog

26 november, 2008


Congratulations to Jeanette & Nikola who today became parents to a little girl! Hopefully I will see the little beauty soon :)

24 november, 2008

Bling Bling-plans

I’m starting to feel a little bit better now. My economy is still in a rut, but it seems like I can’t stay under the cover forever. I guess that being a lot with my J this weekend has helped to. And this time of year I can keep my mind occupied by all the arrangements, meetings and events that Kardemumma has (I'm a part of the board as some of you may know). And of course it’s the show that my dance class is in on Teater Thalia (at Ballettakademien). This year we will perform with an Oriental. So tonight I’m planning to Bling out my costume. Which means that I’m sewing on silverish sequins on a dark red velvet skirt. Probably while watching Design Simon & Thomas and eating pancake leftovers.


I need to go to bed. I’m so tired! Well ok, so technically I’m already in bed. I’m under the cover and everything. But sleeping I am not. Noo, I’m scrolling around the World Wide Web, looking for nothing – seeing very little – needing to put away the computer and go to sleep!
And could someone enlighten me to why the hell my dog feels the need to bring a f*cking golf ball to bed?! I’d just rolled over the damned thing – the golf ball that is, not the dog.

"Wooow I'm an alien...."

20 november, 2008

Bread and water

I’m sitting here thinking about what food I can buy. I´ve got 300:- and 29 days, that’s about 10:- a day. So think! What food is really cheap? Hulled oats is good. I can have it in oatmeal, bake bread on it and so on. Pasta is cheap, perhaps not so good for my weight, but good for my economy. Potatoes are good I guess. And not that expensive if I buy right. Yeast of course, so that I can bake some bread. Vegetables will have to wait to another (richer) month.
I hate this. I really, really hate this! But it’s my one fault that I’m in this shit. I have no one to blame but me. It kind of makes it even worse, but the truth hurts as they say.
So, checklist for today then: get dressed, walk the dog, eat the leftovers from my aunt, go to dance class, buy something cheap to eat in the next couple of days, try not to kill myself…

18 november, 2008

Depression in need of a bit expression

They say that money doesn’t make you happy. But I tell you that having no money definitely does not make you happy. At least not when bills are crashing your budget and leave no food on the table. The result on me is depression - deep depression. The kind that makes you wants to lay under the cover 24-7, eating ice-cream, and hiding from the world. I hate it. I so totally hate it! And I want ICE-CREAM!!! In lots and lots of flavors – licorice, viol, polka, limoncello, eggnog, banana/chocolate… I’m feeling low – depressed – and I don’t want to see people. Well there is one special someone that I really want to be with right now. Cuddle up in his arms and lay there until everything sorts itself out. Haha, yeah like that would happened. The sorting-out-itself-part I mean, the cuddle-up-in-his-arms-part I can hopefully do when he gets home from work next time. But until then its ice-cream and the cover that will make my day. And since I can’t afford ice-cream I will have to deal with it in some other way. Tomorrow it’s laundry- and cleaning house day. And Wednesday I promised my ant to help her to pack and clean for the big move on Saturday. On Wednesday evening perhaps I will meet J for some cuddling. Thursday I’m not sure what to do except for dancing class. And Friday is even more in the blur. Saturday I’m moving-help for my ant. Sunday is another blur. I was going with Jessica to Ullared on Sunday, but with the minus on my account it’s not even worth going down there to shop for household products. It’s annoying because I really need a lot of household products and a bit of other products to. And Christmas gifts?! Well I put up a budget on about 9:- a gift. I’m not sure that I can even afford that, but my stubbornness is really hung up on giving Christmas gifts. Christmas in family is actually a hard time. Mostly because me and my little brother Daniel are the only ones that really wants – and likes – the Christmas food. And the Christmas tree. And the Christmas carols. I’m not too sure what my other little brother feels about Christmas. Except that he loves getting gifts. And grandpa? What he feels about Christmas now a days is a real question mark. But my ant really wants to get rid of all the Christmas traditions. She does not like the food. She feels that it’s too much work with the decorations. And she really hates the gift shopping. Although I’m not too sure about what she feels about the carols. Eventually it will probably just be me and Daniel on upcoming Christmas eves. Well, well, that’s another day’s problem. But it was nice think of a less depressing problem for a while. Hm, don’t I have another one??

11 november, 2008

Shoot me

Jo, alltså jag hade liksom lite tråkigt... Så rätt som det var satt jag där med sjuhundrafemtioelva papiljotter på skallen haha

Dags att ta tjuren vid hornen

För ca två veckor sedan fick jag ett rätt obehagligt (obahagligt - chockerande - typ) sms.

"Hej Mikaela. Minns du mig, Mia? vi träffades i Calella 2000. Du reste med din mamma och hade fyllt år den 26/8 om jag inte minns fel. Vad gör din mamma Gun-Marie idag? Var bor hon och vad har hon för telefonnr? Skulle vara kul att snacka med henne. Satt och kollade på foton. Hör av dig på ................."

Jag har fortfarande inte orkat svara. Hur meddelar man någon att ens mamma gick bort för 3 år sedan så där bara? Eller ja, det är väl i ärlighetens namn jag som har svårast för det. Tycker inte om att behöva erkänna högt för mig själv att mamma faktiskt är borta. (Oj oj oj, vad en psykolog skulle kunna gotta sig i det där haha). Men jag måste ju göra det. Svara på hennes sms alltså.
Så, nu gör jag det!

06 november, 2008

My Lady

Ush, jag saknar verkligen min lady! Min egen lilla Mikica! Det är tur att Skype finns. Hade ju blivit galen helt utan henne! Nu kan jag ju iaf få en glimt av henne på nätet ibland.
Fast även om jag saknar henne något så väldigt, så är jag faktiskt mycket glad för hennes skull med. Hon trivs verkligen i skolan och njuter i fulla drag utav livet just nu.

04 november, 2008


Så har jag då fått in en ny möbel i mitt redan något övermöblerade hem. En fåtölj den här gången. Så nu sitter jag här och tittar ut över mitt vardagsrum och undrar hur i h**vete jag ska få ihop det här nu då?!
Ja, ja. Det kommer säkerligen att ordna sig.

03 november, 2008

Smile - Nat King Cole

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, youll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Halloween 2008 del 3

Låt mig presentera Ms M. Det senaste tillskottet bland lärarna på Hogworts. Undervisar i Magisk Sexualkunskap.